WHY!! WHY!! WHY!!

There are feelings that i wanna express
There are lots of things i wanna say
There are lots of things i wanna ask
but it all subsides when i think why
why did i ignored things when it was happening ?
it was in front and i said to myself i ain't saw anything
WHY?..why did i acted like jerk when it mattered
again it all stops when i think WHY?
and it even starts when i think why?
even if i get the answers , i will ask WHY ?
this WHY always makes me cry
and it even hurts more coz i tried and tried
and what i got was only the lie :\
still m stuck to it ..i know you're gonna ask WHY?
ask yourself, if then u really wanna know why?
then i think i should rather die with that WHY!!
But i wanna be with ya and fly
and it's not gonna happen and i know WHY!!
and you don't even bother,i wonder Why?